Sacrifice

I had no idea that it has been over a year since my last blog was written! I guess I still prefer the old-fashion way of journaling with pen on a fresh, blank page in a beautifully bound journal. But since these days are all about the worldwide web, I suppose it would be beneficial to me to do a little more with technology. Besides, who knows who reads these things? Maybe there is someone out there following this who finds encouragement in it. Or it is quite possible that not even a single soul reads this and that doesn't bother me one bit. :) Only God knows. I'll leave it at that.

I just recently picked up "Passion and Purity," by Elizabeth Elliot for the second time. The Lord has been teaching me a lot through that woman. She possesses so much wisdom- she's probably one of the godliest women I've never actually met. I thank the Lord for godly figures like her who have willingly opened themselves to allow Him to use them in any way He sees fit.

Here is something I gleaned from one of the chapters of the book. It hit home for me. Sacrifice. Why does that word make me feel uneasy? Why is there a struggle deep within me when I think about offering up my money or my time or my words? "When the will of God crosses the will of man," Addison Leitch said, "somebody has to die." "Life requires countless "little" deaths - occasions when we are given the chance to say no to self and yes to God." (Elizabeth Elliot) See, God gives us material for sacrifice. So often we say (and I am included), "Oh, well God gave it to me. He wants me to have this." And we get upset, even angry at God when something is taken from us or He asks us to give it up. How many times do we sacrifice the good things, the pure things of God - security, honor, self-respect, the welfare of people we love, obedience to God- all to gratify the desires of our flesh. Don't I owe it to Him to give Him my all, my everything? Although I have no idea what He will do with these offerings, He knows what to do with them. He is my Father and He knows what is best for His child. Psalm 84:11-12 says this: "For the Lord God is a sun and shield; the Lord bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold from those whose walk is blameless. O Lord Almighty, blessed is the man who trusts in you." Cling to this promise if you are weary and trust that everything that is happening in your life is to refine you, to strengthen you, to build you, to shape and mold you to be more and more like Jesus and to bring you ever-so closer to His heart. Continue to offer it up, no matter how good or bad it seems. He wants it all.

"For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those he predestined he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified. What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all - how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?" ~Romans 8:29-32~